I have huge gaps in memory when I’m in a episode up or down.
My T always reassures me that every Bipolar client he has seen in his nearly 50 year career reports the same memory issues during unstable times.
I think our brain is just protecting us sometimes, at least that’s how I feel it does.
I think it’s great that you have advocated for yourself when it comes to meds and to work so hard on yourself. That’s fantastic