Dear M,
Well I certainly threw a bunch at you today. Scared away yet? Transitional objects, stuffed animal named after ex-MC, finding ex-MCs wife’s FB page, crying over her death, talking to ex -MC at 2 am, telling him I loved him, saying I’d seen your LinkedIn (but that’s a professional page, so....) other stuff. Am I testing you? Probably. But I want to know now if you can handle stuff like that. Not like 6 or 12 months down the line when it’s more likely to become an issue. Wonder what you’ll tell your supervisor about it? And what she’ll say? And I managed to share stuff about my marriage in there too. Which is how the conversation started. Did you notice my general lack of emotion the whole session? What’s interesting is I’d been crying in the car beforehand. Yet session? Nothing. Also wasn’t looking at you much. I miss having a window to stare out of or a fish to look at.
LT