My therapist says that I don't remember bad episodes for good reason. He'll tell me a little about it if I ask but mostly we just call it my brain protecting me and try to move on. Even when I do remember it often doesn't match his memories well and I tend to believe him more because I know I was a mess when I made the memories.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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