Welcome to Psych Central, Strength01. I don't think there is anything of a personal nature I can offer with regard to the situation you're facing. However I thought I would give you a link to a blog, here on PC, on the subject of infidelity. I think you may find some of the articles in this blog to be of help:
Surviving Infidelity | A blog about moving on from infidelity in your relationship
I hope you find PC to be of benefit. 
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"I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last)
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