Okay so basically no sleep in 2 days and I’m wide awake, I can’t imagine getting sleepy any time soon.

I’m zooming I think.

Hopefully a Xanax or 2 later will let me drift off for a lil while at least... if nothing else I force myself to lay down and stare at the wall for at least 4 hours , maybe I’ll doze off out of sheer boredom , it sometimes happens.

I made the most sucky boring pork chops on the planet tonight. I have no idea what went wrong but Meh ! I hate making a meal and it being total suckage.

I bought chocolate today so I’ll nibble later and I know that’s gonna taste soooooo damn good lol