Feel pretty bad, but I managed not to sleep during the day.

I'm trying to hold out until Friday because that's when I see my therapist. I'm hoping that things improve on their own by then. Maybe the increase in AP dose will help; maybe it will not. I don't know. But I do know I have to give it a chance to work and I have to spend my energy finding a new pdoc in the office instead of spending that energy dwelling on the negative.

That said, I hope everyone had a good day today. Wish I could say mine was "good" even though good things happened. I've just had dark thoughts that have made my otherwise good day a bad one.

On the upside, I did not fall asleep during the day and I got some stuff done.