Not sure who I can really talk to. I will share certain things with people, but I am a burden to my mother and friends (the few that I have) only know vague things and aren't really able to understand. As far as my thoughts go, I am uncertain what's real vs. what's not. All I know is that I feel completely unworthy, trapped, incapable. I'm losing ground, exhausted, feel everything is pointless. I just feel like sleeping. Not sure what to do anymore.