(((((((((((((((((KJ))))))))))))))))))) Hon.. Given the circumstances you are in, I think you did the right thing for your boys. Please dont doubt yourself on this. I hope that someday you will be able to find peace with your decision. And I am glad that you are still able to have a relationship with them. I think if you had not been able to do that, it would have added to all the trauma you guys have been thru. I am really proud of you for doing what was right. I wish you and your boys continued healing.

Hugz
Bethy