Wouldn't change it but sure would have loved knowing then what I know now about what I was living with. Probably wouldn't have made me tolerate my dad or my ex-husband any better but at least I would have known their behaviors were NOT NORMAL & the problems weren't mine.
But the bad choices I made in the past were all paving my life's road for the really good place I am in now, living alone on my own farm, taking care of myself & my animals. Finally the perfect life for me.....far from that past.