I hope I get to fly away..I didn't make it..I fell. I just couldn't hold out anymore. I was in my room last night reflecting on the day and doing some number crunching on wether or not I was going to be able to afford a four year universty. It's not looking good..and I got frustrated and angry and I cut. I don't want to deal with anything anymore no matter what I do I never get ahead. I've been working all week except for friday. And I still can't keep up or get money together. I have yet to recieve a single scholarship and I have filled out forms and forms. If I don't recive any finacnial aid I can't go to Universty of Central Arkansas like I've always dreamed to..I'll have to go to ASU live at home, go to school with my mom, and continue to work at sonic. I can't handle my dreams being crushed..not now..I don't know anymore..I just don't know. But thank you so much Christina86 and Kiya your words and support give me a little hope and keep me hanging on..