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What a strong, wonderful mother you are! Sometimes keeping our kids by our side isn't the best we can do for them. Making the terrible sacrifice you made for your boys was the utmost good you could have done for them.
It's time you forgive yourself for something you perceive is wrong. It is not! You are not scum! I appreciate you now more than ever. There's no way I'm going to turn my back on you. I admire your strength and your resolve to be the best mother you can be.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.