now that i told him it is over.. i misss him.

i did not expect this would happen

i thought i'd feel relieved

instead i feel sorry for him

i want to call him. i want to talk with him. i want him back.

isn't some love better than none? After all... who is missing me other than him?

T is with his family. Friends are with theirs. Everyone has someone - either a friend, spouse or family. i am isolated and alone.

how could i NOT want to talk to H?

maybe it was not as bad as i thought, you know? maybe i stretched it because i was upset. He says he is sorry.. he wants to work it out.