Do you feel you have been manic?

From reading this thread, it is not clear that you are convinced you have been/are manic.

We tend to relate information from our own perspective. If you are not feeling you have been/are manic, then you may have presented your story according to your own perspective. This is totally understandable.

Are you upset with the CPN's feedback?
if so, what did you hope she would do for you?

Whether or not you have been manic, it may be helpful for you to get more involved with other interests in your life. I agree this is a useful suggestion. It seems like you get very involved in searching for men and put yourself at risk. You might as well channel that energy into something safer and more constructive.

Do you feel like you have a choice when you have a mood shift re: looking for men and putting yourself at risk?

I hope you are doing well today.