I’m trying to find an online journal or something similar so I can work on stuff between sessions and then he would access it to see my stuff.

I think he has finally earned my complete trust so I’m going to open up more about the deeper stuff.

If anyone can recommend any kind of online journal or private blog, please let me know.

I also told him about wanting to miss my appointments in November because I was worried that he would be too distracted. His response was a question. He asked me if maybe I was doing that to sabotage myself.