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Originally Posted by Innerzone
Oh, xRavenx, how I wish I could take those terrible feelings from you! You are not any of those negative things, it's the BP lying to you. Can we help you with any reality checking at all? Do you have any appointments coming up?
And remember, you can ALWAYS talk to us.  |
Thank you, Innerzone. I really do feel comfortable sharing here. I feel nobody else really understands in my "real life". I keep thinking that people are against me everywhere I go and that I can read their thoughts. I keep trying to reality test, but the feelings are very strong.
I cannot stop believing that I know what people are thinking about me and wonder if they will try to do something to sabotage me. It is going beyond just normal insecurities. Plus, I'm really depressed. I need a therapist due to insurance issue. I don't see my pdoc until 2 weeks. She books up fast. But I think I need to get in sooner.