Well I was able to get a few hours of sleep last night.

I am concerned , the other night my husband and I stayed up all night watching Shameless, had a great time , but he’s not capable of losing much sleep, but he got a lot of sleep last night as he went to bed early early.

We had dinner and I thought he was off in the bathroom, no he had climbed into bed, only complaint was he’s just tired and felt a bit chilly. I put a very light throw on him. He didn’t leave it on long.

I’m hoping hoping hoping he’s just still recovering from lack of sleep that night and there is nothing brewing again.

So I’m back again on high alert.. generally this is how things will likely be now in my life off and on. Watching him like a hawk and paying attention to him being more tired or just”off” in the slightest way.

He said to me while he was in the hospital that he always thought he would be the one really needing to take care of me because of my many health problems. I know he feels bad, I mean who wants to be taken care of more than just getting the flu or bronchitis once a year or so ?

It’s been really hot mostly upper 90’s humidity isn’t great but it’s not horrible. That could be part of the problem.

Stress stress and stress