I have found that when I make a trip unstable I end up hospitalized at the new location.

The last trip I made I wasn't completely stable but didn't need to go to the hospital again but since my return it has been still difficult.

I wish so badly I could get back to stability. I don't know when that will happen.

So, for me at least, taking a trip when I am unstable is a vrty bad decision.

You have to decide for yourself. Could you end up hospitalized in a strange hospital? And would you be willing to tolerate that?