I had to make a huge decision about work and my careeer this week with very serious consequences. My T has been a big support in the lead up to this. When I made the decision and emailed my T though, she didn’t respond. She also didn’t respond to the email before that when I was really on the fence and struggling. She had also mentioned doing an extra session to help me but then couldn’t find time in her schedule and then dropped the idea. I’m scared I’m being unfair and expecting too much but I’m feeling really alone and abandoned. I know it’s ridiculous of me because it’s only been like two days and my T was so there for me before. But the feelings are so strong and I’m also dealing with huge fallout from my career decision. I don’t want to rock the boat with my T and don’t want to bring up anything negative about my feelings about her. I’m finding that I want to reach out to her and tell her I need something from her but I don’t know how to ask, don’t know what to say... I’m seeing her Saturday so I think I should just wait it out but... I’ve also been wanting to ask her something else that’s very important to me but haven’t been and now I’m suddenly finding that question almost bursting out of me but I’m trying not to let it because I don’t think it’s the best way to ask her. I just don’t know.