I'm stressed today because of work stuff. I shouldn't be. It's just work. At the end of the day, it's not mine to take home with me. I can keep it here at the office. Still at the moment in time it feels stressful. I see T tonight. I am wondering what is going to happen after the end of the year. I don't know if she is going to keep practicing. I need to tell her about my suicidal thoughts. I'm not looking forward to that because I don't feel like she takes them seriously. Because I function. Yeah, I'm at work, but I'm still suicidal at work. Yeah, I'm getting my work done, but I'm doing it while being suicidal. HUGS Kit