So what you've described, goatee, is one of those times when I wonder if a T is purposely doing something to provoke a response having to do with something she believes you need to work on.
You're in therapy to become healthier. Part of that path toward more stable mental health is (as you know) telling your therapist exactly how you feel. I know how hard it is, but you can do it - and what a relief it will be, rather than letting the stuff churn inside of your mind.
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