Yeah, I understand. My ER isn't very helpful at times either, even when I am presenting as SUI. I guess unless I say I'm going to do this right now, they don't give a crud and send me home anyway. I think calling T to see if he can fit you in is good. Then you can talk over your concerns with him. Even though this is not how depression normally presents with you, not having doing things you enjoy, crying a lot, those are symptoms of depression. Maybe it's a mixed episode or something? IDK, I'm not a doctor, just an interested, caring about you, lay person. IDK if it is just that you are not dissociating as much and having to deal with reality. I dissociate a lot too and when I'm not it can be really different. I think your T should be able to help you sort this out. HUGS Kit