((((kalamity jane))))

I agree 100% with everything that's been said here so far. Giving up your kids was an incredible brave and loving thing to do. I can't even imagine how hard it was for you.

But now they're getting the care they need and you are still invovled in their lives - I view that as a win-win situation.

Please be gentle on yourself, and do what you need to do for your own healing.

--splitimage