That's something you should be talking about with your therapist really.

There's a lot I could say and even thought about saying but I chose not to.I don't want you to be influenced by anything I say.Even though the basics are pretty much the same with DID,I think each person's experiences are an individual and unique thing.

It's good to ask questions and ask for support.Its good to try to understand DID too and learn about it. But my personal opinion is it's better to stick to what you're learning and doing in therapy. That's where you should be asking all these questions and discussing every thought and concern you have about it.Your therapist knows you better than anybody.

Do you do that,talk to your therapist about all the stuff you talk about here? Have you talked to her about what's in this thread to get her thoughts and opinions?Do you trust her enough to accept what she tells you?