Nop, anything positive for now.
The worst part is that everybody mentions that this is the disease that creative people has, and everybody mentions this amazing artists that were bipolar, and the only thing i can think is how usless, dumb and non artistic i am.

And, of course, there are the episodes of hypomania (the times of cocaine as I used to call it hahaha). But unlike others who mention that they become completely creative, or that they used that energy to do many things, for me it is pure chaos. I mean, in the last episode I had the best moment of my life as a party animal. But i had absolutely no control over my decisions. Looking backwards its kind of a miracle that nothing bad happened to me on those times.

Now writing this i remember another episode of hipomania that i had in 2017. That was a little most usful. I had a lot of energy that i used in the technical school (i take a lot of courses, i was part of politics grups, i was in a gorup of students who used to made plans for the campus (like cultural activities and stuff) and also was part of a sport teamn. Everything sounds amazing, but the problem is that the energy started to low like 2 moths after, so all the plans ended in nothing because i entered to hell one more time. So yeeeah, nothing really can be done with this. Not very happy with this damn disease