I need to rant/vent. I know this is coming out mostly because of being nervous about flying tomorrow but dang it, why can't anyone come visit ME?! Every year (pretty much) I go back there. Since I moved away in 1998, one sister has visited exactly once (when my son was a baby, and he's about to turn 21 now), my other sister has never visited, and none of my friends has ever come out. They keep making noises about doing it, but none of them ever have despite my invitations. I have no issues with my brother only coming once, because he lives half a world away! And my Mom did come in May for son's graduation. Her and my Dad did come visit every couple years or so when my Dad was still alive too, on their RV trips with friends. But my siblings, and my friends?! Why is it always me that has to travel?! I guess I need to figure that out for myself and maybe make some changes next year... rant over, and it's now time to head over to campus for belly dancing. yeah! gotta get ridda this tension.