Hi Jbug,

I lost my wife 6 weeks ago, I am still thinking, when I clean the sink, hoover the lounge or even clean the toilet, Chris would have wanted that. Yes it is supid, but in another way it is so nice. Okay so Chris probably is not watching what I am doing, but if it makes me feel better, what the hell. Keep doing things, Steve would have wanted you to do, just imagine he IS WATCHING you and get some comfort from that. There is so little comfort at times like this that you have to grab whatever you can.

Take care and sleep easy.

Gordon