My T and I usually get along really well, but I was just not in the mood today—actually I was in a good mood when I came in, but not really in a therapy mood. Tried to talk but felt like he was shooting down everything I tried to say, and I was shooting down everything he said, and then he said something that just made it very clear that he comes from a much different and much nicer family than I do, and I didn't feel like explaining to him why it was completely wrong for me. I went silent, didn't say much else, left feeling down and irritated. I suppose we'll have to talk about it next week but I don't want to.
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