I just got an email telling me I am so incredibly loved. I needed that. I'm almost crying now though. My eyes are all watery. I got a lot done at work today and I feel glad of that. I don't feel like I was running around trying to put out fires. A little bit, but not like yesterday. I'm still tired though from the Xanax I took this morning. I feel like I need to lay down. Hopefully I can just eat dinner and then go to bed. I'm exhausted. Also I just want to do something soothing like lay under my blankets and squeeze a stuffed animal. Sounds lame I know. I just want to feel comforted.