Because of physical illness and antidepressants my wife has no interest in sex at all. I have lost interest in a sexual relationship because there is no excitement nor real pleasure in the extended forms of various sexual acts. I am very open minded and there aren’t to many things I wouldn’t try. Over the last few years I find myself drawn to gay pornography to get really turned on. I would also like to be with a woman. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to spend the rest of my life without experiencing and experimenting sexually with another person. I have tried to get together with another person but I can’t go through with it. Any advice that doesn’t recommend divorce? Thanks in advance