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Old Sep 20, 2019, 08:48 AM
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Originally Posted by fern46 View Post
Maybe we can find another way for you to check that you're real? What in particular about self harm validates that for you?

Maybe you could instead... Pinch yourself? Look in the mirror? Call a random store and ask for directions so you can hear a person respond to you? Post here and see the responses from us? Scream so you can hear your voice?

If you have to see blood maybe you can prick yourself with a needle? That's less invasive than the alternative. I still don't like it though.

Just a few ideas. I know many here have good ideas of how to do reality checks.
I'm trying to let it pass. I feel almost plastic but that's okay. I do want
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but there's no safe way. I'm going to continue talking here. I'm hoping this goes away fast. I'm interacting just fine but it's like I'm a fake me. I know that's not true. I can hear my voice but it doesn't sound like it's coming from me. Oh well it will pass. I will try screaming when I can.
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