I would like to be help to others too, @2daffodils, just as I would like for others to be around for me when I need them. But I get the feeling from others that they don't need anything I have to offer, or anything from anyone else either. So that makes me wonder, maybe I'm "supposed" to not need others either? That idea doesn't make any sense to me. I thought people were meant to be here for each other. But I'm the only person I know who seems to need others' help sometimes. It makes me wonder what they have that I don't have. Am I disabled in some way I don't even know about?

One thing it has taught me is that people who have enough money can do anything they want, get anything they want, themselves. But money is not supposed to be the main "treasure" in life.