This list of documents my lawyers need is extensive. I'm feeling overwhelmed. One of the requested documents is my resume. I couldn't find a copy at first but apparently I had emailed it to myself. It's 5 years out of date and I hate it, but I don't want to update it just for this.

I'm feeling depressed today.

When I left my session yesterday, I had tears streaming down my face. Usually at the end of session on Thursday, my therapist will either tell me he can't call me on Sunday or tell me he'll email me to arrange a time. Yesterday he only asked if I was going to be okay and was I going to be safe. I don't know if he's going to call me on Sunday or not. I wish I knew. I wish we were meeting today.