Thank you so much for reading it. I am going back through the hundreds of emails between us as well as the posts here to try and start to heal. It is so frightening how little oversight there is for psychotherapists. I have been told it will take YEARS for them to discipline him. Other therapists I know whom I've told about this are shocked to hear it, but it seems that most of these people can pretty much get away with whatever they want--which I assume is something that T1 knew and why he was so careless.

I did read back on some emails I wrote three years ago this month talking about how all I wanted in the whole world was for the horrible panic and depression to stop. There have been a lot of bad things in my life that have happened since I left him, but nothing compares to how sick I was when he had me in his clutches. I am reminding myself daily how incredibly lucky I am to have gotten away. It is so scary. I didn't think I'd make it.

Again thank you for reading it.