Good for you for working with your pulse! Plastic beings don't have a heart. If you're imaginary, then so I am I. I'm real as far as I can tell, so we're good. Plastic people and robots don't have emotions either and you're full of those. Keep that in mind.

Not sure what to say about IP. You're beyond my own personal threshold of what I would consider red flags, but we are all different and I don't have a lot of personal experience to lean on. I hope the Ambien helps you sleep. You're right this won't last forever. Hugs.