Hi, I am sorry you have been having such a challenging time.

My own opinion is that you will likely benefit from IP.

However, I wonder if this is true for you? Sometimes it is helpful to people and sometimes it is not so helpful even when others think it will help.

What do you expect from IP?
Has IP been helpful in the past? How so?

Would you be hoping for a med change?

Does your husband feel you will benefit from IP? Yo do not need his approval to go IP. I am asking because he knows you well and has been in favor of your going IP in the past.

What happens if you do not go IP?
Are you concerned about your safety?
Are you at risk for hurting yourself or anyone else?

As much as I have gotten to know you, I honestly do not know if IP will be helpful to you. I think it may depend upon your expectations/desires for IP?

I wish you the best in whatever you decide.