When I was nine, they found a tumor on my liver, it really messed me up a lot. I thought I was going to die I was puking all the time I was hooked up to IVs, the doctors were sure it was cancer, but it wasn't, and they removed it and I healed very slowly, but I never really got better. I'm 18 now. Sometimes I can smell the IV fluid out of nowhere and I'm sure this is all just a dream, and that I'm still in the hospital bed somewhere grasping onto life. And I don't know how to handle it when I get these flashbacks well I can see the hospital bed and I can feel the fear and the pain, and it's so real. I don't even know what I'm trying to ask you, maybe for advice on how to get over it. It's just very difficult.