I am sorry you are struggling today.

For me, it is good to talk about it but then try to move on. On know this is hard for you. I recognize that I am probably only able to do this because I medicate myself. I know it is harder when we either aren't medicated or our life has had more downs in it than ups. Life is not fair but keep trying to look for that rainbow. I wish I could fix it for you. Here is a virtual hug: