I am not doing so hot today. I feel like everything I do is not worth a darn that I'm not worth a darn. I also exercise and work out but I think I see results but then I look in the mirror. I hate myself I feel I am no use to anyone. I will never be as good as anyone else. Then I get hypersexual and lalala I want it so much I enjoy it so much. I am worthless. I will never be any good.