I hope everyone gets some relief soon. This type and severity of depression is very demoralizing and can be very dangerous due to the associated despondency. I have had years and years of depressions. It can tear one's heart out. Over and over again.

Keep the faith. Make a very strong intention for making it through the many trials involved in getting the most effective treatment for your depression. It will change and will get better. Sometimes, we just cannot imagine things getting better. Imagine this anyway. Visualize your healing and, in doing do, get very specific in imagining what "healing" looks like to you . We all can benefit from having a vision, as many of us have passively given up out of exhaustion from endlessly fighting the fight!

Much Love ~