i guess i used to to this when i was younger, now that im a bit older i dont hang out with people or go to activities or functions im just not that into. i dont force myself into situations i dont have the energy to deal with anymore. i dont have the time or energy to put on that fake front, and to be honest why should i? in the name of fitting in? no thanks, i'll hang out with my book or a movie. the only place i do the fake front is at work and i think we all do that to a degree.