My belief about God is that "it" is understanding of all perspectives all motives and all decisions. Therefore if it works for you to believe and live as you do, then I believe God understands your decisions the same way you feel and experience them, as well as how those around you might or might not perceive you. I guess the long and short of that is that if it works for you and isn't harming those in your life, then God feels about it the same way you would if you were judging yourself.