{{{{{{{{{{Kimberly}}}}}}}}}}}

That's hard. So many of your things are so much like my own issues. I can understand how you feel. Criticism, even if meant well, or even meant to be supportive or an offer to help, can make you feel so bad about yourself. At least it does for me. You know that you love your family. That's a very good thing. They need you, and they love you, and you are a good person.

Hang in there.
Wendy