I have been on & off meds since i was 12/13, now at that age of course i had no problems other than them never working. 1.5yrs ago i decided to give yet another combo of meds a try.. I barely eat, walk a mile a day and do pilates 3-5 times a week.. Still i have gained 60 lbs😔 Im 5ft tall so 60lbs looks like 80+
So Niw my self esteem is at a dramatic record low due to the weight and the consequences tgat arose from it! My psychiatrist sees me every 3 months and keeps saying lets keep trying the meds. I say as politely as i can that they absolutely dont do a damn thing! Well other than make me gain weight of corse. I have finally decided to just give up on the damn pills for good and would rather deal without themnanyway i can ,thats healthy that is, Or if god willing im able i want ect. The risks dont bother me and cant hurt me anymore than trying med after med only to have them do nothing at all.
Im sorry i needed to vent i guess😶 Hope others out there have better luck than this...
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