I feel so awful today. I took a quick trip to India last week. Jet lag always destroys me. I got back on Friday and felt decent on Saturday: went to a birthday party of my friend's son, went out for dinner with wife and kids. Sunday I wasted the whole day in front of the TV watching "Enlightened," a show on HBO starring Laura Dern that was canceled in 2013.

I always hate Mondays, but today has been BRUTAL. I am staring at my computer, with all these tasks piled up from last week. Nausea, fatigue, and dizziness are totally derailing me. Funny thing is yesterday I spent the day getting after my son. He kept telling me "I'm done with my homework," and then whenever I checked he hadn't done anything. And that's what is happening to me today. I keep over analyzing everything, writing down to do's, pretty much on the order of "breathe" just to feel like I'm making progress.

I HATE BIPOLAR DISORDER...I feel tired, anxious, and depressed 24/7.