Struggling lately. Have been constantly covering people not coming to work lately. I don't think my office has been full staffed in 3 weeks. When I cover, MY work load piles up. I'm so stressed and burned out. I'm getting mad because I can't take my vacation time. Every morning I get anxious and sick to my stomach to go to work. The stress is causing mood issues too. I spent almost all day Sunday in bed. My pdoc raised my mood stabilizer slightly, and I've been taking extra gabapentin to try to calm my nerves when I get to work. I so desperately need people to do their jobs and come to work. I feel like I'm going to fall apart.