You didn't pollute this Forum, Fuzzybear!! in fact, you're only making it MORE BEAUTIFUL! This Forums just wouldn't be as good without your WONDERFUL and ncouraging posts! You know that's ABSOLUTELY TRUE! I am TRULY, DEEPLY SORRY that you're feeling this way about yourself, Fuzzybear! Whoever said those things to you, whether it's people IRL or your Inner Snake, is just WRONG! Please be kind to yourself, Fuzzybear, my dear, sweet friend! You know I'll ALWAYS be here for you! THAT'S A PROMISE AND YOU KNOW IT! PLEASE ALWAYS, ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT! Feel free to PM me ANYTIME when you need advice and support or even simply someone to talk to or vent to! I am SURE plenty of others will also KINDLY, GLADLY, WISELY, BEAUTIFULLY AND WONDERFULLY help you out as well if you just ask! YOU CAN REST ASSURED OF THAT! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, Fuzzybear, Papa Bear, your friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking! I am TRULY, DEEPLY SORRY that you're going through ALL OF THIS and that you're hurting and struggling SO BADLY! YOU DO NOT DESERVE THAT AT ALL! NOBODY DESERVES THAT AT ALL, ESPECIALLY NOT SUCH A KIND, SWEET PERSON LIKE YOU ARE!!