Check these reviews out and see if you are having the same issues,
Abilify User Reviews for Bipolar Disorder at Drugs.com
I always read reviews from this website and it helps me to put things in my own words after reading someone else's wording.
I am sorry you are having trouble right now, But I can tell you it will pass. it may not be tomorrow, but it will. that I believe. I have been in similar situations as you described and while it was brutal at the time, I was able to get thru it. I would suggest calling to see if there are any cancellations and maybe they can get you in sooner.
best of luck, keep us posted,