I'm not doing well. I see my T in 90 minutes. And I don't want to tell him that I have had some sui thoughts. If things continue like this it will affect my grade. I need more time and I don't have that. I have a paper for school due on Sunday at 10:59 pm. and I have NOTHING done. I have researched but that is it.

I need support. I"m in a relapse. and heading to disaster soon if things continue.

I know what I may need but don't want that sort of help. I prefer to do this all outpatient. But I wonder if it is needed to go inpatient or intensive outpatient.

Help