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Originally Posted by Fuzzybear
possible trigger
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I don't know if what i'm currently experiencing is similar to a mixed episode..
or if its 'just further proof' of what a ****ed up individual I am...
i'm almost beyond caring about the..
lack of sleep...
extremely low mood and su ideation
extreme anxiety
allergies to meds
horrible experiences with multiple medical (and other) professionals
and all that other stuff....
i'm not laying in bed unable to move...
but I would like nothing more than.
I'm not going to act on my su ideation... but I wish I could. 
sorry for the negativity. I don't know if anyone can relate to any of this  |
Have you been in touch with your treatment team? If not, I would suggest getting a hold of them and making sure they know how you feel. you could possibly just be having a reaction to your meds and mixing with other meds. you mentioned allergies.
its a good sign that you are reaching out here on PC, if you would feel more comfortable speaking with someone, you can always call National Suicide Prevention Lifeline Call 1-800-273-8255
They are Available 24 hours everyday, they even have a online chat that you can do.
No need to apologize. Just let us know how you are doing, keep us updated and even if you just wanna talk to us about this stuff. there is a huge group here that has a wealth of knowledge and has pretty much heard it all before.
