I have also faced being told many times that I was born defective and that I have not recovered from my defectiveness, which is all my own fault for not trying hard enough.

I really must be

My snake has ideas to solve the problem but I resist them It is very tiring

Unfortunately my snake bites my goat who cries out the thoughts of my snake and this causes others to reject me further. Emoting is bad news, so I must buy a stronger muzzle for my goat.

I try to live a quiet life, it is not working out well due to being forced to come into contact with people IRL.
I wish I could stay in my hole at the back of the cave and

Sending hugs and respect to all